What happens when the thoughts in your head are so clear and pervasive that they consume your being, wanting to be echoed out, but just unable to find the suitable audience to receive them? What happens when the thoughts in your head need to be transferred out of you or even to cemented over with lighter ones, but there are none to be found? What happens when the answers to the questions in your head are so clear, but the solution is so far reaching? What happens when you can’t get out of your head? What happens?
You just live! You live around and even through your thoughts. You live with the thoughts, but you do your best not to internalize them. Because when they are internalized, they kill. You take a deep breath and try to start all over again. You revert back to a better place. You smile and hope that something will become real. You hope, because when all else fails, that’s always there. You do things that are positive – and focus on forgetting about the negatives.
What happens when the thoughts in your head are so clear and pervasive that they seem powerful enough to kill you? You just live!
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